Wednesday, July 22, 2015

Don't Settle For Me

If you're gonna come back this time, come back whole.

I don't want you to choose me half-assedly (is that even a word?) just because you're comfortable with me. Don't settle for me. If you do, you're settling for the both of us. You, because you can find someone better for you and I, because I deserve someone better.

If you're gonna come back just because you failed in doing the things you want, you're just wasting your time. You left me once/twice/thrice (heck, I already lost count), why wouldn't I think you're not gonna do it again? I'm not enough for you.

And to be honest, if you think that way, obviously you're not good enough for me too.

Don't make me your home when we both know you're just gonna go away every chance you can get. Maybe it's my fault, because I always forgive you even when you're wrong. I always take you back. Maybe I instilled it in you that I will always be here for you, no matter how many times you stray from me. Maybe you've grown accustomed to my ways; I'm here. I'll always be here. I'll always take you back.

Maybe it's my fault for loving you too much, even beyond reason.

Except I'm awake now, at least, I think I am. And I won't settle anymore even when I know in my heart I want to. I'd like to think I've had enough of your bs. I don't want you to settle for me and I'm not saying this because I don't want you. I'm saying this because I want you so bad.

But I want all of you.

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