Thursday, July 19, 2012

Once a Dude, Always a Dude

So, this is the first time, in a very long time I've hung out with my college friends. Weird right? We're in the same school, every minute of every single day, even on days without classes, but we never had time to bond. Boohoo.


Senior year's been F-ing up our friendship ever since it began, what with us being divided. Finding time to bond is the last thing on our to do list since we're all pretty busy, but! With God's awesomeness, we finally did!


It's been an awkward 1 month and a half for us and thank God, after tonight, I think all the awkwardness is behind us now. It's like starting over, with the same, familiar feeling of belonging into that same barkada you've had for 3 years. It's nice. I've missed them. I've missed them so so much!


Before I get all mushy and emotional (lol) here are some of the pics I took of our dinner date. Enjoy!










Now, what is something you've done for the first time, in a very long time? I'd love to read it! :)
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Attempt

I was never good with words. I always try my very best to express the way I feel through the words I speak. Without success, I try to write. The feel of the pen gliding freely on that white blank sheet, with thousands of words running in my mind per minute, I like it I love it. 

I love to write more than I speak.

My mind is filled with endless confrontations. Of meaningless self debates. Of 'what ifs'. Of what could be. Of what might have been. Lastly, of thoughts I can never get rid off, wondering if it's right to speak of words I'm sure I'll regret saying right after.

Night after night, I stay up late wondering how good it must be to be fully understood. To be capable of at least speaking the whole truth. The way I feel. The way I think about things. 

I should confront you. I should say how I truly feel. Pros and cons be damned.

Next time, fide et fortitudine, I will.