Had a date with my most favorite girl (bff Nikka) in the world and another date with Babe after Nikka and I's date! Talk about 2 dates in a day, I swear, they made my day really awesome. I was suppose to treat my besties, Ara, Mignon, Terlex and Nikka (we call ourselves Babes since highschool, like a group name. Long story.) but out of my 4 babes, Nikka is the only one available. Le sigh. Its okay though, we had fun.
We went to Trinoma to just chill and have coffee but our coffee date turned into pasta date coz' Starbucks is full. Really, we went to all the SB branches at Trinoma and they are all full. Talk about bummer. Oh well, we ended up eating at Pizza Hut and talked and talked and talked endlessly about tons of stuff.
Random fact, Nikka hates Babe. Always had. Hahaha. But she kept her cool when the 3 of us are together. It felt really awesome when I was strolling at the mall with both of them on each of my arms! Just wish they could just get along already. It's like I was torn between two of my most favorite people in the world! Anyhoo. I don't want to bore you guys with words so let me just show you a few pics from our crazy date. :-) Enjoy!
|Patiently waiting for our food..|
|Thinnest, best-est friend ever!|
|Look at mi necklace! Cute right? Special thanks to Miss Tati for this! :-)|
|Yesterday seemed to be my lucky day! Saw Ms. Vern Enciso at the fashion show thingy held by Coke and Bench at the Trinoma Activity Center. She's sooo pretty! Too bad I didn't get to take a picture of her.|
|I can't help but take a pic of this!!! THE HUNGER GAMES OMG! It will be shown on March 23, 2012. Two more months!! You guys ready for Peeta and Katniss? :")|
|Trying to make 'pacute' here.. :3|
|Failed cross-eye pose! =))|
As usual, he's wearing his v-neck shirt from Bench again (he bought, like, all the colors available at Bench, ever since I told him how sexy guys are in v-necks. hihi). Nikka kept her promise to keep her mouth shut but still made a few snarky comments. We stayed there for 30 mins. I think when we decided to walk Nikka to the jeepney station at SM North. We walked so bloody far, Babe said we should have just rode the LRT.
While we were walking, I was srsly torn between talking to Nikka and talking to Babe since these two are not getting along just well. They talk, sure, but they can't keep a convo going. And it's my job to make things work for the three of us.
And I think I did a great job. :-)
While we were waiting for the jeepney, Nikka and Babe are making comments and actually talking about being colorblind. All of us are having a hard time distinguishing green to blue. We were all wearing green and blue and I actually got bullied by them since I kept saying that Babe's top is blue when they both said it was a shade of green. Okay fine! Nuxxx, they're getting along~
Anyhoo, when Babe got me all for himself, he can't help but be sweet again. Not sweet sweet but the "i-missed-you-so-much" kind of sweet. And I can't help but fall all over again. We ate dinner at Mcdonalds and just talk about random stuff. How we've been, what we've been up to, blah blah.
It's like we're starting over again. More than friends, less than lovers. I can't help but be mesmerized by his stare, his touch and his way of making things seem okay. I know I sounded so lovestruck but hey, that's just my heart speaking. I'm still using my head.
We stayed there for hours, I think. When we got out, a lot of people were walking and waiting for transpo. We didn't now what's the commotion all about. (later I found out, it was the same night as Anne Curtis' concert) His way home was actually waaaaay opposite than mine but he insisted on taking me home safely. And it was really sweet. Okay we kissed. And so it was a starry night. So it was a great night for reconciliation. So we had a great time.
But I am not ready yet. No matter how much I want to, I just can't. I don't know why I feel like this when I'm supposed to be happy coz' he's back. I just... I'm still scared. No one, not even Babe, can blame me how I feel, after all the bullshit he had put me through. At the end of the day, I still kept thinking, is it the right thing to do? To get back with him? Til' now, I still dunno know the answer to that.
Ugh. Told you it was a crazy day. Crazy in a nice way, though. ;-)